Friday, March 23, 2007

whats happenin'

Khalis was down with chicken pox... thank god not very severe (thank god he had the jab when he was younger). i worked on & off lah. now the chicken pox has kind of dried off, only waiting for it to fully subside. Dr. said probably ain will get it too, but not sure when because she was already exposed to the virus... huhuhuhu (guess i have to wait for it to happen lah).

Received sms from lun and wtl. I_mshe is now in labour (sms received before lunch time, and this entry is written at 6pm... so probably by now she already delivers). I send sms to i_mshe no reply. hopefully she is doing okay and everything is selamat sejahtera, InsyaAllah.

Received another sms, SJ has safely delivered a healthy baby girl, alhamdulillah... bertambah lagi umat yang bakal mewarnai sang dunia ini.

hubby plan to balik kampung tomorrow, but not sure jadik or not. me, i am experiencing the same feeling like what wtl is feeling..... I DRAG MYSELF TO WORK nowadays. hmmm, dont really know why. i really have to do a little bit of soul searching of why i am feeling like. i know it is not healthy but.......

i found out from a few of my colleagues that i have been very quiet now. no more the tyrant and loud me in meetings. they are wondering why? guess i lost the feel and touch. no more vibes for me to shout out, bcos, frankly, no one is listening. so i'd rather lay low and just continue with my work.

i can feel that i have lost my magic touch with what i am doing now. i dont know... maybe its about time for me to move on...hmmm, ntahlah....

gotta go now. i have a lot in my mind... to be continued.

to all, have a blessed weekend!!!

4 comments:

Cekya said...

hey sista,
kesian khalis...hope he'll recover soon!

Mama Emmy said...

cekya.... thanks, alhamdulillah, he has fully recovered cumer muker tu burok sikit ar... hehehee

Yati WTL said...

how is khalis? better i hope.

am trying to find myself a new job but at the same time kesian at my bosses... ermm

Fie-Nuts said...

i read this titled "The Life Plan - 700 Simple Ways To Change Your Life For The Better by Robert Ashton" which stated 10 reasons why it's time to move on (change jobs)...

1. you find it hard to get up in the morning to go to work.

2. the time moves ever so slowly and you find yourself staring at the clock every 2 minutes or 2 seconds.

3. you look forward to 6pm.

4. your focus starts to deteriorate.

5. you can't pay attention in meetings and wish you were somewhere else.

hehe.. and after reading that book, i knew I had to move to something new... i hate the thought of being complacent and sticking to the same place with the same challenge.. and so if you find that there are more reasons to move on.. then please.. MOVE ON! sometimes it takes a shove or a push in the butt... but you gotta know what makes you happy..

and then GO FOR IT!